CHELSEA MARIE PHOTOGRAPHY.

listen to your love.

is it mind over body, or body over mind.

because they both play tricks on me?

my heart hurts when my brain takes over, it's unfulfilled and left so alone.

but my brain cringes when i feel it's right to let my heart take over.

so where's the balance, when my heart and head agree, is there one at all?

i've been told a million times, " you'll know when it's right" and if this is true than i'm done searching, for someone, something, anything that i'll never find.

if something takes too much effort though, that's not a reason to let go?

i don't know.

i know i'm looking for something i dont have, but why am i doing it at all?

i only have a million people i care for with my whole heart, and i'm continually trying to find more, and more, and something, feel something, anything.

i do believe when it's right i will know, i might know.

what makes you happiest?

if it's the past, you've got a lot of learning

if it's right here and now, you're lucky and your heart and head have met

if it's the future, find yourself in the today and be "glad in it"

easier said than done, because there's trouble on the way. there's something i've been missing all this time.

and waiting, and waiting, and waiting to feel that something, that anything that i've been missing.

i can't continue to wait, and hope, and stay wishful. there is something missing that will find me, when it's ready too.

ramble

ramble

ramble

twist, turn, topple

twistturntoppletwistturntoppletwistturntopple.

where is the feeling that has slipped away from me.'

i'll get it back, with myself, and with this day.

i have so much to live for, so many people to love for.

there's nothing but more too learn out there for me,

and it will all come in good time.

life is so much better than wonderful, for everyone, if you let it be.

summer, sunglasses, sunshine, sandals, sundresses, photographs, hookah, friends, happiness.

everything comes in good time.. whatever the hell "good time" even means... it sounds good to me right now, and i will approach good time with open arms, an open heart, and an open mind.

i've closed off my heart for long enough now, and it's time for it to live a little. i'll knock down the wall and let it be. let my heart be free.

live to learn and love and be...so...free.