if they don't like you... they just don't like you.

PEOPLE.

JUST.

PASS.

..and it never seems to get easier.

simply...

confused.

nothing is how it seems, but i can continue to wish it was..

that everyone was everything i ever wanted them to be,

because i make it up in my head, exactly how i want everything to be,

but it never seems to be

exactly the way i imagined it would be.

people, just, pass.

time, just, passes.

and we can only find happiness in the things we already have.

emotions overwhelm..

days carry on,

people change.

and we're still all here, happy, confused, simplistic, satisfied... whatever we are?

i've never felt so young, so knowledgeable...so alive

cosi vivo

love, you drive me too distraction.

do you believe that we could last a thousand years more, if not more?

celebrate we will, because life is short...

but sweet for certain.

LIFE IS PERFECT.

I couldn't possibly imagine more good in my life right now.

Accept everything around you, and everything that comes, and goes.

And nothing but happiness is left.

nothing is too far from our reach.

because we are so very young, and capable, and hopeful.

we are so alive.

life is beautiful, in so many ways, nothing but your own perspective will ever change that.

make it known that today marks a change of heart.

i'm knocking down the wall i've built up for eighteen years.

heart over head today.

everything is perfect, and beautiful, if you let yourself believe it is.

listen to your love.

is it mind over body, or body over mind.

because they both play tricks on me?

my heart hurts when my brain takes over, it's unfulfilled and left so alone.

but my brain cringes when i feel it's right to let my heart take over.

so where's the balance, when my heart and head agree, is there one at all?

i've been told a million times, " you'll know when it's right" and if this is true than i'm done searching, for someone, something, anything that i'll never find.

if something takes too much effort though, that's not a reason to let go?

i don't know.

i know i'm looking for something i dont have, but why am i doing it at all?

i only have a million people i care for with my whole heart, and i'm continually trying to find more, and more, and something, feel something, anything.

i do believe when it's right i will know, i might know.

what makes you happiest?

if it's the past, you've got a lot of learning

if it's right here and now, you're lucky and your heart and head have met

if it's the future, find yourself in the today and be "glad in it"

easier said than done, because there's trouble on the way. there's something i've been missing all this time.

and waiting, and waiting, and waiting to feel that something, that anything that i've been missing.

i can't continue to wait, and hope, and stay wishful. there is something missing that will find me, when it's ready too.

ramble

ramble

ramble

twist, turn, topple

twistturntoppletwistturntoppletwistturntopple.

where is the feeling that has slipped away from me.'

i'll get it back, with myself, and with this day.

i have so much to live for, so many people to love for.

there's nothing but more too learn out there for me,

and it will all come in good time.

life is so much better than wonderful, for everyone, if you let it be.

summer, sunglasses, sunshine, sandals, sundresses, photographs, hookah, friends, happiness.

everything comes in good time.. whatever the hell "good time" even means... it sounds good to me right now, and i will approach good time with open arms, an open heart, and an open mind.

i've closed off my heart for long enough now, and it's time for it to live a little. i'll knock down the wall and let it be. let my heart be free.

live to learn and love and be...so...free.

your problems are no bigger than the person next to you.

your outlook on life contains the happiness you constantly search for.

you're the only person who can decide your mood, and run with it.

make every moment worth it.

we are so young, fresh, and full of potential.

sometimes things get us down, and it's our own job to pick it back up, and carry on.

keep carrying on, because life is so great.

every day I wake up, I am grateful.

time truly does fly, and it makes me sick to my stomach to know that we can't be young forever, we may not be happy forever. people just come, and go... it's inevitable.

make the best of every situation, find yourself.

there is someone for everyone.

"you could cut the ties, with all the lies, that you've been living in."

take a step back-

is this who you want to be?

if you've lost yourself,

you've lost it all.

MAYDAY PARADE

IN PROGRESS

BEGAN: NOV 5TH

LIL' WAYNE DRAWING

DONE: NOV. 4TH

SOMETIMES-

PEOPLE-

SIMPLY-

CHANGE.

- - -

I'M BRINGING MYSELF BACK,

TO WHAT MATTERS THE MOST.

if every moment felt this bright...